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  If there were any missing files, Louis thought, they could be sitting in the county landfill by now.

  “What is this about?” she asked, her face clouding.

  “Some of your husband’s case files might be missing,” Louis said. “We were hoping he might have brought them home.”

  “Did he have a place at home, you know, like a private drawer maybe or cabinet?” Jesse asked.

  “Well, there was a file cabinet but I don’t think he used it for work things.”

  When she did not offer to show it to them, Louis knew he would just have to ask. “May we see it?”

  She sighed. Her mother was hovering nearby, and Stephanie looked up at her and then out the window. “What difference can it make now?” she whispered.

  Louis knew what she was thinking. What’s the difference? He’s dead and nothing can bring him back.

  “Mrs. Pryce,” he said. “There is a possibility that something your husband might have been working on could have played a part in his death. We need to check all leads, no matter how small.”

  She kept gazing out the window. For a moment, Louis was afraid she was going to cry.

  “We were very happy in Loon Lake,” she said softly.

  “Yes, ma’am,” Louis said, not knowing what else to say.

  Stephanie’s mother moved around to sit next to her daughter, a hand on her shoulder.

  “We’ll find the man who killed him, Mrs. Pryce, I promise,” Louis said. He had no right to say that but he knew she needed to hear it.

  “Show them the cabinet, Stephanie,” the mother said gently.

  Stephanie wiped at her eyes. She took a deep breath and stood up. “All right. Come with me.”

  They followed her to a back bedroom cluttered with boxes. She moved a box and exposed a beige two-drawer file cabinet. Louis stepped over a carton and reached for a handle. It was locked.

  “Do you have a key?” he asked.

  “Somewhere,” she said absently, glancing around.

  They could easily break it open, but he couldn’t do that here in her home. They could take the whole damn cabinet back to Loon Lake but he wasn’t sure how she would take that suggestion.

  Although she seemed detached, he knew better. She was hurting and her indifference was her only defense. If she had hated her husband’s job before he had been killed she surely had little interest in their motivation now, even if it was to find his killer.

  Jesse was the one who asked, “Mrs. Pryce, would it be possible for us to take the cabinet with us? We will return it to you later.”

  Stephanie sighed and brushed back her hair. “I don’t know.”

  “Mrs. Pryce, I understand what you’re feeling,” Louis said. “I understand that some stranger took away everything, changing your life in second. I understand how you want to try to forget it and get on with things. And now we come into your home, bringing it all back again. I’m sorry for that.”

  Her chin quivered.

  “Please, let us try to help you by finding the man who killed your husband.”

  Stephanie wiped a tear away. The small room was silent and warm. Louis pulled at the fur collar of his jacket.

  Finally, she looked up at Louis. “All right, take it. But please mail my papers back to me.”

  “Yes, ma’am,” Louis said.

  CHAPTER 6

  Louis knelt before the fire, prodding the logs with a stick to renew the blaze. The cabin was cold and there was no heat other than what the fireplace supplied. The rustic charm that had so captivated him when he first saw the place was dissipating as fast as the pile of logs on the hearth.

  He stared balefully at the last two logs. There were only a few more left outside. He would either have to go into town and buy some wood or venture outside and cut down a damn tree. Tomorrow, he vowed, he would go to the Sears catalog center in town and order a space heater.

  He rose, grabbed the afghan from the back of the worn sofa and wrapped it around his shoulders. He stared at the small television set, knowing there was no sense in even trying. There were only two stations and the last time he tried, all he got was “Hogan’s Heroes” reruns and a curling tournament out of Canada.

  A book, maybe a book. He went to the box in the corner and started sifting through the volumes, mainly college books and a bunch of paperbacks he had already read. He picked up The Golden Apples. He ran his fingers across the gold letters, thinking about Grace Lillihouse, the woman who had given him Eudora Welty’s book. Now don’t forget to return it to me. He felt bad that he would probably not make good on his promise. Hell would freeze over before he returned to Mississippi — or he would.

  He went back to the sofa, tried to find a comfortable place amid the broken springs and opened the book. He read a paragraph and read it again. Finally, he put it aside. It was no use. His mind was spinning too fast.

  His thoughts drifted to Thomas Pryce’s filing cabinet. After returning from Flint, he and Jesse had spent two hours going through its contents, but they had found nothing useful in the paper-crammed drawers. Thomas Pryce had been a pack rat, keeping every bank statement and phone bill he’d ever been issued. But there was nothing about work, and finally, Louis and Jesse had given up, too tired to continue. It seemed like the only thing left to do now was pack up the cabinet’s contents and ship them back to Stephanie Pryce.

  Louis stared in to the dying fire. Stephanie Pryce’s face had stayed with him all day. Her expression when she first saw him, as though she had seen a ghost. And the other look, that look of defeat. He had seen it before at the cop’s funeral back in Ann Arbor, on the face of the widow. I give up. You win. I lost. He’s yours.

  He wondered sometimes what kind of women married cops, what kind of women could put up with the life. Sometimes, in locker rooms or in bars after shift, he would listen to the married men talk about their wives. The words were often wrapped in dark humor but he could sense in them the chasm the job created between a man and woman. He remembered one guy telling about the time he took his wife out for their twentieth anniversary dinner. He spotted a weirdo at the 7-Eleven and jumped out of the car, drawing his gun. She started to cry, yelling that she was tired of being married to John Wayne.

  And he had heard the divorced cops talk. It was always the same, about how no one could really understand what it was like. About wives who finally gave up trying to dance in a world of positives when their husbands walked in a world of negatives.

  He himself was only twenty-five and had never been with one woman longer than weeks. The women he had dated had no idea what his job was like and he felt no compulsion to share it with them.

  Cop’s wife. For the first time, he had a picture of what that meant. The picture was Stephanie Pryce’s sad face.

  Louis pulled the afghan tighter. He couldn’t delay any longer. Time to go out for logs.

  He rose and went to the door. He slipped his feet into a pair of old loafers and stepped outside. The air was cold and still, and when he pulled in a breath, it sent knives into his lungs. Quickly, he shuffled around the side of the cabin, retrieved the last three logs and started back to the porch.

  He was about to go in when he heard a muffled sound. It sounded like a cat, a soft mewing sound. His eyes searched the darkness. A second sound came to him.

  “Shit...shit...”

  Someone was out there, down by the shoreline. The moon emerged from the clouds and he saw her. She was down on one knee, her silhouette clear against the moonlit white lake. She was rubbing her left leg. It was the teenage girl he had seen jogging on other nights. And from the looks of it, something was wrong.

  Louis let the logs drop to the porch. Wrapping the afghan tighter around his shoulders, he gingerly waded out through the snow toward her. She heard him and looked up.

  “Are you okay?” he asked.

  “Yes, fine. I’m fine,” she said quickly. “I fell. I’m fine.”

  “Here. Watch it.” He held out his hand.

  Her
dark eyes glistened up at him from her round face. Her dark hair was wet, plastered to her head like a sleek helmet. Her long ponytail hung limply behind. She hesitated then took his hand. Louis gently pulled her to her feet and she winced.

  “You’re not fine,” Louis said.

  “Yes, I am.” She took a step away and winced again. “Shit.” Her eyes swept over the lake, off into the distant pines.

  Louis stood, shivering. His loafers were soaked. “Look, you’re hurt. Come on inside and we’ll take a look.”

  “No,” she said quickly. “I have to get home.”

  Louis studied her. She wasn’t a girl, as he had thought, but a young woman. She was small, only about five-foot-two, with a boyish body, plainly visible in the runner’s leggings and close-knit jacket. But her legs and ass were tightly muscled, like a marathon runner’s. “How far is home?” he asked.

  She frowned. “The other side of the lake.”

  “Right. You’re going to run five miles on one leg? Come on, I’ll drive you.”

  “I’ll walk,” she said crisply.

  Louis shrugged. “Suit yourself, lady. But I’m freezing my ass off here. I’m going in. You can stay out here or come inside.” He cocked a head toward the cabin and smiled. “Got a fire going. Or at least I did.”

  She stared at him for several seconds then wiped a wet strand of hair off her face. “Okay. Thanks.”

  He offered his hand but she ignored it, limping ahead of him toward the cabin. He gathered up the logs and followed her inside. She stood by the door watching him as he slipped out of his loafers and went to throw a log on the embers. He poked at the fire until it reignited. When he turned, she was still standing in the shadows by the door.

  “Let me warm up a minute and then I’ll drive you home,” he said.

  She nodded.

  He wondered how old she was. She looked to be maybe twenty or so. He suppressed a sigh, thinking suddenly of Abby Lillihouse. The last thing he needed was another messy liaison with a starry-eyed young woman like he had experienced in Mississippi. The small surge of anticipation he had felt outside when he first saw the girl was fading fast now. Jesus, protect me from crazy girls.

  He glanced back at her. She was shivering. “Here, come over by the fire,” he said.

  Warily, like a cat in a strange place, she came across the room. As she did, the fire illuminated her face. It was strangely exotic and olive-complected. Her strong brow and jawline were a contrast to her high delicate cheekbones. Her mouth was large, too large for her small face. Her nose was small but with a slight flare to the nostrils. And her eyes...they were almond-shaped and there were a few lines at the corners and a vigilance inside. Louis stared at her. This was no twenty-year-old. She was at least as old as he was.

  She came close to the fire and held out her hands. They were small with short fingers and close-cropped nails, like a boy’s hands.

  “Feels good,” she said.

  “I’m Louis,” he said, extending a hand. “Louis Kincaid.”

  She slipped her hand into his. Her hand was soft, warmed from the fire, but the grip was firm. He could feel callouses.

  “Zoe,” she said. “Zoe Devereaux.”

  She pulled her hand away and ran it over her hair, down to the end of the ponytail. She looked back into the fire.

  “I’ve seen you jog by before,” Louis said.

  “I run almost every night,” she said.

  “In the snow?”

  She nodded. “I’ve been doing it for years. This is the first time I fell.”

  “Well, I’m glad it happened outside my place.”

  She looked up at him then offered a cautious smile. “You’re new here,” she said. “This place has been deserted for years.”

  “Yes, just moved here.”

  “From where?”

  Louis hesitated. Mississippi? Detroit? Ann Arbor? “South of here,” he said finally. “How about you?” Somehow, he couldn’t see this woman being from Loon Lake.

  “Chicago,” she said. “I rent a cabin up on the north end.”

  Louis smiled. An East Egger.

  “What’s so funny?” she asked.

  “Nothing.”

  He came around and sat down on the sofa. He shrugged off the afghan, suddenly aware how he looked in his old gray sweatpants, flannel shirt, tube socks and day-old beard. He wished he had taken a shower. Even in her running clothes and tangled hair, Zoe looked elegant somehow. He felt a stirring halfway between his gut and his groin. Jesus, how long had it been? That woman he met at the bar three months ago. Some nice sex, some good talk, but nothing more. The ache, he realized, was more than sexual. It was plain old loneliness.

  Louis glanced at her left hand. No ring. “So you’re here with your family?” he asked.

  “No. I’m alone.”

  Thank you, God...

  “No family at all?” he asked.

  “I don’t have any family. I come here to get away.”

  “Loon Lake is a strange place for a woman to spend a vacation alone.”

  “I’m an artist. I do landscapes, snow scenes mainly. I come here every winter to paint,” she said. She seemed to be watching him for his reaction.

  “No kidding? I’ve never met an artist. I’ve never met anyone really creative before. Except maybe the old woman who knitted this thing.” He held up the afghan.

  Zoe smiled and sat down on the far end of the sofa.

  “Can I get you a drink?” He gestured toward the small refrigerator. “Haven’t got much. Beer? Some bad brandy?”

  She shook her head.

  He jumped to his feet. “Cocoa,” he said.

  She hesitated then nodded. “All right. Cocoa.”

  He went to the kitchen, pulling out a small pot and the can of Nestlé’s from the cupboard. He got out the milk carton and saw it was nearly empty. He poured what was left into the pot and added tap water. As he waited for it to heat, he glanced back at her. She was just sitting there, staring into the fire. He quickly stirred the lukewarm cocoa and brought it back to the living room.

  She took the cup, cradling it in her hands, her eyes on him as he sat back down. He took a drink and grimaced.

  “It’s terrible,” he said.

  “It’s fine.” She glanced over his shoulder at the door. He sensed that she wanted to leave. He wasn’t going to let her, not if he could help it.

  “So, tell me about your paintings,” he said.

  “I’d rather not.”

  “Why?”

  “My work is private. I find it hard to talk to strangers about it.” When she saw the look on his face, she shook her head. “I’m sorry. That sounded pretentious.”

  “No, that’s all right,” Louis said quickly. “I understand.”

  “Do you know the Beauman Gallery on Lake Shore Drive?”

  “Never been to Chicago.”

  “Oh...well, that’s who handles my work.”

  The room was silent except for the crackle of the fire. He was trying to decide whether to tell her he was a cop. He could never tell what sort of reaction that would draw from a woman. Some were intrigued, a few repulsed. Most were just puzzled. Zoe Devereaux, his instincts were telling him, needed only the smallest excuse to bolt and he didn’t want his badge to be it. He took a sip of cocoa, looking at her profile out of the corner of his eye.

  Jesus, what a face. Not exactly beautiful, certainly not pretty. She was obviously mixed. But of what? A faint memory came to him in that instant. A memory of himself as a child, sitting on the worn wooden porch. A woman was brushing his hair. His mother? He couldn’t see her face. He saw the faces, though, of the three little black girls who stood barefoot in the dirt watching in fascination. Can we touch it? One asked shyly, can we touch his hair? It was the first time he realized he was different.

  His eyes traveled to Zoe’s hair. It was almost dry now, forming a soft cascade of tight curls around her face. It was neither black nor brown exactly, but the color of the last lea
ves of fall, wet from the rain.

  “You’re staring at me again.”

  He smiled slightly. “I know. I’m sorry. It’s just — ”

  “What?”

  He shook his head. “It’s personal.”

  “Go ahead,” she said.

  He hesitated.

  “My mother was Korean,” Zoe said evenly. “My father was black. Is that what you wanted to ask?”

  Louis nodded. “You were born here?”

  “No, in Korea. My mother died and I was in an orphanage for a year. Then one day this man showed up, this tall, black, American soldier. He told me he was my father. He took me to California.” Zoe leaned back against the sofa. “I was ten years old.”

  “That’s incredible,” Louis said.

  “What?”

  “That he went back for you.”

  She nodded then seemed to drift off to some private place. “I loved him,” she said after a moment. She looked up at him, her eyes warmed by the fire.

  Louis waited, sensing she wanted to go on. He wanted her to, feeling that if she did the moment could last, maybe grow into something more. But she remained silent, her eyes vacant in the waning firelight. It occurred to him that she talked of her father in the past tense. He was dead and Louis had the feeling it was recent. She had the aura of a person in mourning, still tender to the touch.

  “He passed away?” Louis asked gently.

  She nodded, not looking at him.

  Louis regretted asking the question. It had apparently taken her further into some private place.

  “He was killed,” she said suddenly. “It was during the Watts riot. A sniper bullet.”

  Louis drew in a deep breath. “Jesus,” he said softly.

  “He was a policeman,” Zoe said.

  “What?” he said.

  “He was in one of the riot-control units. They surrounded his car. He couldn’t get out.” Her tone was matter-of-fact, almost cold. “He was black. It didn’t matter,” she said.